Denial Lyrics

Here I am in a house full of doors with no exits
In a light that is grey like the stain on my windows
All of this is a gift such a painful companion
Inside of me

It's just something I know
The answer's not there
It comes and it goes
It frightens me

It's just something I know
The answer's not there
It comes and it goes
And it frightens me

This feeling inside me can't confront the decay
To fall down on my knees and resume this charade
Believe me, this distance, it's not what I need
Inside of me

(there is more but my battery ran out)